Love is a powerful thing. More than a well-drawn manga, more than perfectly colored pages, what readers want; what readers crave is for a breath-taking love story that can make them fly away like cherry blossom petals.
And a Mangaka knows that.
Today, on Valentine’s Day, take a moment to reflect. Have you let your characters in your manga love who they want to love, or have you told them who to love?
Remember how it felt to love someone one. To miss them. To wish they were right there when you needed them the most. And maybe that person came and hug you. Feel that hug again and tell me if your manga has the same heart-throbbing moment. Maybe no one came and you ended up building shields around you to make sure you never believed in love again only to meet someone whom you couldn’t stop thinking about.
Feel that turmoil; that internal battle of control VS. fear. Love VS. rejection. Of yourself VS. the unknown and translate that into your work. Because if love is one of the main ingredients for a manga success, then you owe it to your readers to take them into the journey you know you are capable of.
Likewise, another great way to reflect on love and your work is by revisiting those Mangas that inspired you to be a mangaka in the first place. How did they create those powerful scenes? Was it a kiss? An argument that ended up in either character crying? A break-up?
What theme did the Mangaka explored? Betrayal? Deception? Second Chances? Love at First sight?
What an artists chooses to add or leave out in a scene is just as important so pay attention to that, too.
Last but not least, remember that romantic love is not the only love a manga has. A manga character loves many things. Friends, coworkers, classmates, places that means to them, family, their hobbies, their work, maybe they love a new pair of shoes they just bought, their diaries, tea, the list is endless.
Today, in Valentine’s day, I want to say: Thank you ^^ Thank you for all of your emails detailing me of how my posts help you. Thank you for commenting on my articles. Thank you for following The Mangaka in you in Facebook, Twitter and Instagram and for liking our post.
You want to know a secret? You guys are my valentine! \(^o^)/
Happy Valentine’s Day Everyone :D
This drawing was inspired by all of you ^^
Have a post idea you think I should cover? Leave me a comment or shoot me an email and I will do my best to bring you my findings ^o^
see url1. Understand that you have mastered the sketching techniques and that, in order to not be limited to express yourself as an artist, you need to carry on to next step. This is true for any drawing stage. Once you master inking, then your next move could be to master inking with different colors, or to decide which coloring technique you will learn first. Once you learn how to color (be it digital or non-digital) then your next steps should be to master the next thing that can bring your drawing to the next level. Did you master drawing still life? How about living things? Moving things? Have you tried drawing sound? Smell? Touch?
In manga, once you learn how to stroke the lines of your pencil, adding ink to your drawing just gives it more of a finished look even if you never intend to color it. You have mastered sketching. If so, then you can master anything that comes with it :)
levitra generico miglior prezzo2. Realize that pencil strokes are not permanent. And depending on the paper you drew on, your drawing could fade with time. For drawings I would really like to keep around, I use “Acid-Free drawing paper” and because I hate to have loose papers all over the house, I buy sketchbooks that specifically say that. When I want to draw things that may or may not be important, I use regular sketchbook that is not acid-free because they are usually cheaper and contain double the amount of pages than the acid-free sketchbooks.
And here is where inking can save your drawing: if you happen to draw on the cheaper sketchbook because you were looking to draw anything and not your next master piece, and yet end up with a master piece, then you will not want it to fade because of the acid in the paper. So, inking that drawing can help you secure your work. Besides, when done properly, your drawing looks cooler when inked.
source url3. Know that inking can help you master coloring techniques. Let’s say you have a drawing of a beautiful beach day and you are so eager to try your new watercolor set and then boom! You weren’t too sure how to paint with watercolor and now your drawing is forever gone… well, it doesn’t need to end this way. Instead of coloring the original drawing, you could, after your ink your drawing, make copies of the original and use the copies, not the original, to try your new set of watercolor paint! Inking a drawing can help your printer make better copies. If you try to make copies of a drawing that you haven’t inked, then you are bound to get copies that will be missing a few lines because either the pencil strokes have smeared or because you drew with little to no pressure against the paper. Inking takes care of this. Once a drawing it’s inked, every single stroke will get perfectly photocopied for you to experiment different coloring techniques.
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http://cinziamazzamakeup.com/?x=vardenafil-generico-online-in-italia5. Did you know that there are more than a handful of inking techniques? This means that you can experiment and find the inking technique you feel the most comfortable! Personally, I think it is helpful to master more than one just because it adds more texture to your drawings. Of course, feeling comfortable with all of them is a plus! But the point is, don’t be anxious about not being good at one technique. There are many more you can try and master!
http://cinziamazzamakeup.com/?x=farmacia-online-viagra-generico-100-mg-a-Roma6. If you do mess it and you have already inked more than 50 percent of your drawing, it is totally okay to try and use a corrector! Of course, the less you use it the better. But I have seen drawings that have been corrected and you can’t really tell the artists ever used a liquid paper 0.0 Part of this is the liquid corrector they used. The higher the quality the less noticeable it will be on paper. It also depends on the amount of inking you have to correct. If you mess up a quarter of an inch of your drawing, it will be more noticeable than if you mess up one tenth of an inch.
click 7. Try to have fun with it! This is an important part that always gets forgotten. If you want to try something new the best attitude is to have fun and enjoy every part of it. I am really a nervous person so things can get harder on me than they actually are. So, before I let my fear of messing up consume me away, I always try to enjoy what I do and doing this relaxes me to the point that if I do mess up, I realize it wasn’t the end of the world ^_^
Every holiday should be an excuse for you to add a twist into your drawings. There are many things you can get inspired from, and a holiday-themed drawing can certainly give your blog or your Facebook page an up-to-date look. Here are the steps on drawing a Halloween-themed anime girl.
see 1. When drawing, always have at least an idea in your head. For my drawing, I new I wanted it to have “Halloween” written all over it, so that gave me the idea of drawing a girl in a witch’s room. watch So first, I sketched the main character.
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over the counter drug similar to clomid 3. Every artist has their way of doing things. I like to draw with the flow. So, if nothing about the character seems difficult to draw, I keep sketching. So, I added the skirt and defined the character’s shoes a bit more. Whenever I do come across something difficult, then I leave it for last. I had rather stress over drawing the difficult parts when most of the drawing is complete, than stressing over, say the hands, when I know I still have much more to draw.
4. The hair is one of the most attractive things in an anime girl, and I took a different approach to draw it. Over all, I have always liked wavy, well-mannered hair because mine is everything but well-mannered. ^o^
5. I never really pay attention to perspectives or angles until I am actually at that point in the drawing when I have to decide from what angle I am drawing. This is a bit risky, but that’s what makes drawing fun to me. ^o^ With a ruler, you can easily draw the elements in the drawing. Just angle the ruler the same way the main character is angled in your drawing and keep that angle as a reference throughout the entire sketch. So, in this case, my drawing was turning out to be as a tilted photographed and I loved that!
6. As you add the details, keep in mind that every element in the sketch should follow the same angle. So you can either tilt the page as you draw or you can keep using the ruler. To come up with ideas of what details to use, I strongly suggest the use of reference as an inspiration, but do not copy what you see. In the end, you want your drawings to be original.
7. Something that many forget when drawing, is the floor. It’s actually rare for you to see on facebook or instagrams drawings where the artist includes the floor. If you think that adding a unique floor will add visual enjoyment to your drawing, then go for it! That’s an artist call. To me, is easy to decide. I trust my instincts. When I draw, I let my hand guide me. I try not to waste time erasing stuff. If I start to draw, say a window, then I am stubborn enough to sketch it until I feel it looks perfect to my eyes. In this case, I wanted to give the witch’s room a more haunting edge, so I sketched a floor made out of stones.
8. And then, add the remaining details before inking or coloring your drawing!!!! ^o^
I really love this part the most, though I, myself, am still practicing with inking techniques. Here is a look on the final drawing before I color it. I ordered my first set of Copic Markers and can’t wait to get them!…. Really….. I have ordered it like a month ago now…thought it would arrived on time for this post….. oh, well.
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There are many ways to draw an anime girl on profile. For this post, I decided for a more basic approach (Using a circle and a square as guide lines). I usually do it another way and I might actually do another post for that.
Draw a circle.
-when starting to draw keep in mind where your character will be in the background.
Draw a square.
-If your character is looking to the left, then place the square accordingly. Mine, for no particular reason, was looking right, so I placed the square at the bottom right side of the circle.
Grab a pencil and start to trace the shape of the head.
-At this step, the lines don’t need to be perfect. You want to get the main head shape down just so you can erase the circle and the square. Notice that at this point the mouth, the nose and the chin are too large. That’s okay because you can go back later and fix this.
Erase the circle and the square.
– At this point, I reshaped the nose, the chin and roughly drew the “M” shape around the mouth. To make the nose smaller, I moved the circle line more to the right and to fix the chin I redraw the it at angle. This gives the entire head a more feminine look.
Draw the hairline.
-Since this is a profile look, drawing an ear can be a personal preference. If your manga girl is going to have her hair out, it will probably cover her ear. Unless your character is wearing a hat or another item that can cover her ear you need to draw it. The ears should be line up where the eye will be. The size and the width of the ear it’s entirely up to you.
Erase the original head line.
-Doing this will give the sense that your character’s hair has taking over the back of her head.
Add the details
-At this point you can play around with your character’s hair, eyes, ears, and all the other details. Personally, I believe that you should try to portray a feeling when you a draw a character’s eye. If you have drawn this character before, then maybe you have a sense of who she is. If not, draw many expressions (or feelings) until you draw the one that makes you feel right.
And just add color!
-Also add shadows and extra lighting if need it.
-Adding a signature is optional. I personally like to add the main theme of the drawing if I have one. In this case it was Leaping. I was trying to draw a manga girl gazing at the sunset as she was leaping back to her most haunting memories.
Let me know what you thought of this post.
Thanks for visiting!!! ^o^
Become a Better Manga Artist is the next step you should take after you master the manga drawing basics. Print this list, share it, bookmark it, or past it on your wall next to your desk. Whatever you do, make sure you cross them all out after you conquer them!
Learn other drawing styles. Though your main goal is to become a better manga artist, learning and being able to draw other styles will broaden your skills and bring a new twist to your manga drawing. There are a lot of styles involved in the most successful mangas. Skip beat and One piece are just a few of them.
Imitate at least one published mangaka. Imitating a published artist is important because it will teach you to draw in different styles. There is a beauty that can not be described when you are finally able to recreate a drawing done by someone who is already published in the industry. But this should be done for practicing purposes. I wouldn’t recommend you post or sale this drawing because, in the end, you are exploring. Only showcase what you feel confident to the world and what truly represents you as an artists. Anything else should be stored for your eyes only.
Set yourself a deadline. This is fun and will keep you focus on your goal on becoming a better manga. Give yourself a month to come up and produce a one-shot story. Do this for at least three or four months. Then, push yourself to produce a one-shot story in three weeks now. Then in two. Then one. Repeat this over and over until you learn the fats and thins on what it takes to come up with a complete drawn and developed story. In a blink of months you will have a file full of finished stories. Who then, can turn and tell you you are not serious about drawing manga?
Time yourself when you draw. Personally, I never thought about this. But in an interview I watched from Japan, a former mangaka said that when he is interviewing potential assistants, or when a publisher interviews a potential mangaka, two questions will be primarily asked: Show me some of your drawings and how long did it take you to draw each one of them.
This interview was a realization. I needed to start timing myself to know how long did it take me to draw. I don’t think publishers ask you because they are only looking for the faster artist. Speed is important, that’s for sure, but I think that the publisher’s main goal is to know how long does it take you to produce a drawing. This will let the publisher know when to expect your finish work, so don’t lie when you are asked these questions. But now you know, time yourself.
Know how to structure a story. Set yourself a whole Saturday (or whatever off day you have) and take notes of how the stories are played out as you read manga. It’s not rocket science, but it is important. Once you study at least four of your favorite manga, summarize your findings and keep this on your desk or make this the cover of your notebook. Use this summary as a compass to drive your story to success.
Have a business card! In Japan, it is a custom that anyone in any kind of business owns a business card with their name, contact information (company information if applicable) and a description of who they are. This is both professional and smart. Imagine you are visiting New York, or any other major city, and you find out the person sitting next to you is someone who could potentially further you in you manga drawing career? Wouldn’t you want to have a business card that had your website in it in case you and this person started chatting about drawing? I bet you would! So, whenever you can, get yourself a business card with the most important information. And if you want to be even on a safer side, find a way to get a Japanese business card written in Japanese. Of course, you wouldn’t want to buy five hundred Japanese business card, but do get yourself at least one hundred if you can.
Draw at least 500 different pages. It could be the same story, it could be many stories. But if you are serious about becoming a manga artist, then you should spend a good time drawing. Coming up with 500 complete drawings should not be done in one month. This should be done as a learning process and you will realize how far you have come when you compare your first drawing to your 500th. Five hundred drawings seems crazy, but there are many benefits from doing this: Not only will you be able to come up with faster drawings, but you will also have a portfolio. Lines will become more natural, poses and buildings you never thought you could draw, will be second nature. Just set your 500 goal, and go for it. Make sure you draw the characters in different scenarios, different time periods, and so on. Take these 500 chances to practice to challenge yourself to draw what you thought impossible.
Come up with a set of main characters. The author and artist of Skip Beat confessed that Kyoko, the main character in her Skip Beat Manga, was a character she thought of since her teen years. Over time, this character went through several transformations and now Kyoko sits in the front sections of the Shojo Manga shelf. You could have one, two, or even five main characters. Draw them, get to know them and stick with them. By the time you are ready to jump into a story, any of these main characters can be the hero or heroine of your story.
Come up with something that makes your stories or drawings unique. Ikeyamada Go is a well known manga artist in Japan. But at least three of his most successful stories talk about second loves and how can a character find through love after experiencing the lost of the first one. Not only does Ikeyamada Go writes stories with similar themes, but he also makes some of his character look similar to previous works. It has gotten to the point that I don’t need to see Ikeyamada’s name in his book. With only a glimpse of his characters, I can tell it’s him.
You, too, should have something that makes your drawing unique. It could be a theme that means a lot to you, or a certain character you draw and redraw in similar ways over and over again. Whatever you decide, stick with it so when your readers find your work, then can recognize you even when they haven’t seen your name in the book yet.
Believe in yourself. Though this is something you as an artist hear quite often, it’s almost impossible to remember how important this is. Belief in your skills, in your dreams and in your intuitions. I believe in Skip Beat, Inuyasha, Dragon Ball Z and many other mangas but only because at least one person believed in them first: their creators.
Drawing a manga background is easy. But planning ahead can make it even a more enjoyable journey. Before you start sketching, it would be helpful to know beforehand in you want to include people in your manga background. If so, then keep in mind that all of the rules you will apply to the background (shadows, light source, among others) are also applied to the people within your drawing. Also, decide how far the background will be. Are you drawing a background that’s close enough to you that you can see the facial features of all the people in your drawing? Is your background so far away that people are but shadows in your drawing? Where is your manga character(s) ? What is your manga character(s) doing?
Of course you don’t need to answer all of this questions, but at least thinking about them can give you a good start.
Okay, let’s draw!!!
(If you would like to see the images large, just click on then!)
1. Draw a rough sketch of your manga background
The sketch of any drawing you do doesn’t need to be pretty. Far from it. It should be visual aid, nothing more. And to stress that, I am showing you my very basic rough sketch of my manga background.
My rough sketch is not pretty, but it is helpful. With this, I have now an idea of how close my manga character is in the background.
I also know that I will be only drawing one manga character and that the character is in a private place, probably at her house.
Now it’s your turn.
Make a rough sketch of your manga background. Forget about it being perfectly drawn, just get the first ideas down. Where is your character(s)? What is your character(s) doing? What else is going on around your character(s)?
Hint: what your is character(s) doing can be a big clue of where the character will be and what elements are in your background. My character is happily chatting over the phone. It’s her house, so an open magazine on the floor and having her right leg playing with the phone cable as she gossips are clear clues that she is relaxed and that she is probably talking to someone she knows fairly well.
2. Refine your rough sketch and add more elements into your manga background.
After drawing your rough sketch, your next step should be to make the lines more clear. At this point, you should have a better sense of where your character is.
I redrew the lines of my sketch with an red ink so you could see the differences.
The house where the character is has a wooden floor, so with the red pen, I made rough lines in the floor. I also added details to the small stand on the side right of the page. The glass sliding door doesn’t have curtains, so I have added details within the glass door, so now we can see there is a balcony outside, which means she is likely on the second floor.
I have also added an extra wall which is where the phone is connected and a lamp drawn in half to give the impression that the rest of the lamp is behind the new wall…
Refining your sketches doesn’t neccesarily mean that you are just adding more elements into your manga background. It could also mean erasing elements.
What you erase is entirely up to you. You are the artist. ^o^ It’s your drawing. So feel free to experiment by adding and erasing elements until you are satisfied with what you see.
For my manga background, I deleted the cat (or dog) I had originally sketched. Also the bag on the hanger is gone.
Hint: Refine your sketches until you feel is ready to be inked.
3. Ink Your drawing
Grab your inking pen and trace the pencil lines of your sketch. The thickness of your inking lines depends on how you want it to look. Finer lines might give your drawing an elegant, yet fragile look. Thicker inking lines, might be visually perfect if you have added a lot of details. I drew a bookshelf with books so I figured I had inked my drawings with somewhat thick lines.
What you start inking is entirely up to you. I prefer to start inking everything but the characters. Hint 1 : Feel free to add or erase elements at any point during your inking stage. I added a bookshelf to the left of the drawing and also the books and items in it.
Hint 2: Ink your manga background until is ready to be color. Don’t color your drawing if you still have some inking left to do. ^o^
4. Color your manga background with basic colors.
When coloring, you should first start with basic colors (or the base color). This way, you can add shadows and lights later.
Coloring your drawing with basic colors will help you see how much you repeat certain colors so you can edit accordingly. For example, if you are coloring a Christmas manga background, then you would like to have more red and green colors in your drawing than if you were coloring and drawing a Halloween party. ^o^.
Hint: There are many different coloring techniques. I like to experiment. But for this manga background I wanted to start with basic colors and build from there. There are certain things I colored from start to finish early on (like the sky for example) and you will know why later ^o^.
5. Add darker tones and shadows to add depth into your drawing.
This is, to me, the fun part. ^o^
The inking is done, the basic coloring is done. All that is left to do is to play around with the tones and shadows.
Notice how the lamp now has lighting effect. Also the wall and the bookshelf is slightly darker since the light source (the lamp) is behind the wall. Notice the lighting different in the wooden floor between the orange wall and the pants of the manga character. In summary, every detail you can add to further proof the light source, the more depth you are adding to your drawing.
Some manga artists like to draw less realistic manga or use lighter colors. Again, the choice is yours. Just as your favorite manga artists made their choices when coloring and drawing the covers of their mangas, you too should start experimenting with coloring and drawing techniques. Hint: My personal advice on coloring techniques is to experiment with different techniques until you find the one you identified the most with.
6. Add lighting effects.
Do you want to know why I colored the night sky from start to finish early on in the coloring stage? Because I wanted to know if I was going to have a moon peeking out through it. Having a moon, means that there is an additional light source. And by having the moonlight reflected on the floor and on the manga character, I further proof that the moon is really up in the sky. ^o^
I also added new shadows here and there. Like the shadow at the feet of the small desk on the left and the shadow on the wooden floor of the hanger, by the green wall.
7. Give your manga background the final touch!
After your coloring is done, take a last look at your drawing. Is there anything that will benefit your drawing if added? Are there more elements you can add to further proof your character’s personality?
Is your character in love with taking pictures? Then why don’t you add a camera somewhere in your drawing? Is your drawing too green? Then add another color that will balance out the green. In this case, I added a red sofa on the upper right side.
Don’t get lost with details. Sometimes drawing less is more. It all depends on what are you drawing and what you want the main focus to be.
If you follow the steps, you should be able to draw your own manga background in no time. I will make another post in the future, but this time with a manga character outside of a building. It’s the same steps. The only thing that changes is the tone in which you color. Remember that during day, the colors you use when coloring will depend whether it’s a rainy day or a sunny day. Also, where you character is in a time frame will affect your choice of colors. A day on a beach has more yellow colors. Halloween has more brownish colors because of autumn…
But overall, don’t forget to have fun when you decide to draw your own manga background.
I will go back to drawing now. ^o^
What? You are making your own manga background now?
Here is how to draw a manga couple step by step:
Today I finished drawing and painting a manga couple!!!! It took time to draw (too long in my opinion, but not because it was hard but because I draw like a snail ^^) and here is how I did it so you can also draw yours!!!!!
I mean, don’t we all love those scenes that makes your hear beat???!!!!
Okay, so first, you need “the skeleton” of your drawing. Meaning a rough sketch of your manga characters.
To me, the most magical thing about a Manga couple are their faces and that’s where I like to start.
To give it a more dimensional look, instead of wanting to draw them “flat” on the screen, I decided to drew this scene in an angle. Something you should practice a lot to understand the way shapes behave when the stand on their sides ^^
To differentiate the characters as I drew, I used different colored pencils.
At this point, you can start having a little bit of fun. Decide how would you like their clothes to look like. Also, how old they are? Who they are? those are questions that can get you inspire of where your drawing is taking you.
Also, when I draw, I like to draw things simultaneously. So, instead of working with the guy first and then the girl, I try to keep drawing them at the same time. This gives me time to think about these two characters and constantly compare the chemistry between them.
Yes!!!! Chemistry ^^
So, at first I wanted to draw her with this romantic laced dress but then I noticed how casual he looked and decided to make them both look casual. I threw the idea of drawing a skirt too. I don’t know, sometimes a good pair of jeans can hold you just fine :)
After finishing with the rough sketch, I went ahead and started inking. By now, if you have seen my previous posts, I love to ink almost instantly. I don’t know. I just love to get the inking process out of the way!!!!
I always wonder which inking style best suits certain drawings. In the picture above you can see how the girl’s body is lightly inked and the guy has bolder inking lines.
I stopped for a moment to decide which inking style I was going to use. At this point, is good to know if you are going to color your drawings or not or if you are going to use screen tones instead.
I decided that I was going to use screen tones this time, so I ended up inking my drawings with a thinner pen.
Hint 1: Notice how I haven’t bothered with the hands yet. Since drawings hands is complex, I always leave them for last. Dunno, it just puts me at ease to know that I can go back to it later.
Hint 2: Drawing the details, meaning the eyes and other things, can come later. The main thing is to get your inking done. This will help you visualize how bolder the details need to be.
Once my basic inking was done, I started to draw a few shadows here and there with my ink pen. Did you notice that they finally have hands????? ^^
Also, I know that drawing a manga girl with jeans in this position can be tricky. You don’t want to make her proportions look too big or too flat. I suggest you go with your instincts. I drew her pants a couple of times until I felt they looked cute but not exaggerated since I wasn’t going for it. If you choose to draw a girl wearing the skirt, then don’t forget to add extra shadows on it to show that there is actually a body underneath that skirt ^-^
Hint: Please please please have fun being a designer for your character’s. Don’t forget that no one likes to dress with simple clothes and so neither should your characters. Even if you want to draw their clothes simple, add a form to their clothes so they look more realistic :)
And here they are with screen tones!!!
I love how they looked ^o^
It was a moment where I patted myself on the shoulder and almost ran to the kitchen to eat my everything in the fridge as a celebration!!!
But I paused myself ._.
I had to. I wasn’t done :)
When you use screen tones, you can use different ones depending on what you are coloring. For clothes, if you have more than two people in the drawing, you can repeat the same screen tone for, let’s say, one screen tone for all the jackets another one for all of the jeans and so on.
Since it’s just the two of them in here, I decided to use different screen tones for each of their pieces (if you enlarge this photo you can actually have a closer look and discover them).
Certain pieces should remain white, just to give a little bit of variety.
And here is the final look of our manga couple!!! :
Ryan, a middle school student, always had a crush on his classmate Mary, but he was too shy. He comforted himself by looking at her from a safe distance. His parents, however, were forced to move south, and he transferred schools without ever working up the courage to tell Mary his feelings…. High school came and, after moving back to his old town, he realizes that not only does he still likes Mary but that he actually likes her personality the most, more than her looks, more than anything, he likes her. And seeing her makes his heart ache. One day, without wanting to, he overhears Mary telling her bestfriend that she has always liked Ryan, even after he switched schools, but that she believes he is out of her reach now because he has become the popular guy at school and surely he must like prettier girls. Not believing his ears, but not willing to let Mary slip from him any further, he rushes out of his hiding place and spins Mary around until she falls in his arms. This time he will tell her how he feels and will convince Mary that, beside her own fears, that she can’t really live without him too ^o^